All the dreamers on the run.

#30

Dear Rachel,

- July 9 -

I don’t know what to say. I love you and I hate you. I guess I’m glad that you’re happy. I think you’re stupid to drop out of Middlebury for a community college. I’m afraid you’ll regret it later on. I’m afraid you and Alan will break up and your life will go to shit. I also hate how careless you are with my material things and forget I’m in the middle of a story when Alan interrupts. I wish you had the time to hang out with me, without Alan. Even when you visited me at the hospital, you had to bring him AND Julia along. That honestly pissed me off. But you’re my sister. I trust you a lot. I can talk to you when I can’t talk to Mommy and Robin. I love talking to you about shopping and giving you fashion advice. I like stealing your clothes (I’m wearing your tie-dye tee as I type). I like giving old stuff, I don’t want anymore, to you. I love that you made me such a cute bracelet. Overall, I’m really glad that I have you for a sister and that you’ve taught me so much, cultured me. 

Love, Audrey

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